BDSM is Love

I hope all New Year’s Resolutions turn out to change your lives for the better and that laughter and joy follow you into the New Year.

Well, I knew it was coming. Master and I have spent the past 2 weeks together nonstop without a break from each other. No one can really do that without reaching ropes end and grating on each other’s nerves. Last night Master asked me to take some time out and go somewhere today so that [...]

A question to answer: Do you journal for yourself, or is it something your owner expects? Does your owner read your journal? Do you write with your owner in mind as an audience?
I write. I write a lot when I do write. Something inside of me that pulls me to putting my thoughts down in [...]

Well, I do have to say that the holidays were thankfully swift in passing. I was worried that my time with my dad would be difficult. I did have a bout of panic, but then I was okay. I am glad that Master was there with me to keep my composure.
I got a lot [...]

I am on my snowy way to my father’s for Christmas today. I hope all goes well and I can find happiness this season. Tomorrow my sister gets married and I am so excited for her. I have been busy packing since last night and have just a bit more before we are under way.
Master [...]

Tomorrow we leave for my hometown to stay with my father for the holidays. I can say now that I am very nervous and slightly uncomfortable with the time I will be spending with him. My childhood around him was not good, and after only a few hours in his presence I get all those [...]

My father should have arrived in the state on Friday. Master and I are supposed to stay with him this week for Christmas. He has yet to call me to tell me where that will be. I don’t know where he is and that makes me annoyed. I hope he will call me today to [...]

Yesterday was a great day for Master’s birthday. I woke early and bathed and prepared myself for Master before he got up. It was such a wonderful smile that greeted me when I woke him. I didn’t really know what I wanted to happen or what to do that day, so I let it govern [...]

I am so looking forward to being done with my tests today and moving on to a holiday with my Master. I think I need the time off to think on things, work on my crafts and just enjoy free time. When next semester starts I need to look for a part time job and [...]

Last night was full of ups and downs. I never realized how badly I needed play, and when it was all said and done, I felt wonderfully warm, sore and happy that Master was so good to me (or is that considered bad?). We tried a new bondage position that had been occupying my dreams [...]

After a wonderful afternoon yesterday and then what I thought was a great night with some friends Master and I went home and I got reprimanded once again for something I seem to do a lot anymore. During the evening, I included in conversation my past play, possible weaknesses and flaws that Master, being new, [...]

Well, I’ve sat here this morning for 4 hours, part of which I chatted, surfed the net, and then worked on my linguistics paper, for which I only have one page left and it is done. So why is it so hard to conclude a damn paper? I guess I can get it done this [...]

I woke up today feeling ill. I think I may have caught a cold, which isn’t good as I have final exams next week and a cold will just make it hard to study. I have to finish my final paper today or tomorrow so that I have the weekend to study for my final [...]

Well, I walk down a new path with the hopes of staying commited to writing a journal to help myself to understand, express thoughts, and to enhance my relationship. Wish me luck!
–luna