BDSM is Love

Yesterday was a great day for Master’s birthday. I woke early and bathed and prepared myself for Master before he got up. It was such a wonderful smile that greeted me when I woke him. I didn’t really know what I wanted to happen or what to do that day, so I let it govern itself. I gave Master the present I had purchased; a new robe. He loved it and put it on straight away. Then I told him of the other surprise.

Master has wanted a tattoo since just after arriving here to be with me, and I had saved so that we could at least go find out how much it cost. Lucky for us, it was not expensive and he has a fresh tattoo on his left shoulder to show the world the BDSM emblem. I know he likes it a lot, and I smile each time I catch a glimpse of it.

I made a dish for dinner that Master had been missing since leaving the UK, chicken curry. He ate it happily and that made me feel good. The cake turned out good as well. Honestly I am surprised that he enjoyed the meal so much. I hope I can please him like that with other cooking abilities.

Last night we played and it was more spiritual to me than physical. My heart was there for him and he teased me and gave me the pleasant pain that I love. I got his touch, his love and his devotion and I gave him my submission to him. Every nerve stood on end as he touched me, worshiping him. I feel so good today now, like I could walk on water.

There are so many plans to accomplish before we leave on Tuesday for Christmas vacation, and I have started a small list so that we can get most of them done this weekend. I hate putting things off to the last minute so I will be trying to get as many of them done today as possible. I’m getting excited for my sister’s wedding, that will happen on Wednesday. I’m sure she will look beautiful in the gown I gave her. I hope I can fullfill her idea of what she wants her hair to look like as well, for she has asked me to do that for her.

The new year brings new changes in my life. A diet and excersize program to start, a more active role in the local BDSM communities, a part time job and devoted time to flogger-making so that one day I can have a small business. So much to do, I need to prepare myself for all the changes. I will be starting a reward system for the diet, writing up a new resume for the job hunt, and working to get supplies to make floggers. I will look to Master for all the strength and motivation I can get.

–luna