Tomorrow we leave for my hometown to stay with my father for the holidays. I can say now that I am very nervous and slightly uncomfortable with the time I will be spending with him. My childhood around him was not good, and after only a few hours in his presence I get all those memories flooding back. I hope Master will be able to recognize when I need a break and with that, something to do or somewhere to go.

I am getting very excited for my sister’s wedding on Wednesday. I hope she has ideas for how she wants her hair done, as well as the maid of honor’s hair. I haven’t styled hair for quite some time, but I’m sure I can do something nice with it. I have to be there early in the morning, which is no big deal for me, but it will be a long day, and nights always make me tired faster. I still haven’t decided what I’m going to wear that day, as it will be very cold. I was thinking that black slacks would be just fine. I hope the wind dies a bit, or styling hair won’t be a problem, it will be keeping it that way.

It sure doesn’t feel like Christmas without any presents to exchange between Master and I. I hate that we are so poor that we couldn’t afford to do that this year. I certainly hope next year is better on many different fronts. I want to be done with school soon as well, so badly. Part of me is terrified that I will not know what to do with my life after school, I worked my ass off before attending, and I am not really looking forward to that again.

My dream for a home based business is still on the back burner as my first and foremost hope is to find Master a job. I can tell he is walking around the house with a need to do something. I wish I could help him with that. The holidays are always a hard time to job hunt as well. He knows that. I hope luck will help us in the coming year.

I don’t really know what else to do with my website, although I would love to start writing my own essays on things, make it more personal. Perhaps free time will smile on me and I will do so. I also would like to keep going on my Luna Series of stories. I enjoyed writing them. I have joined a few webrings to see if my page will get more visitors. I’m not sure if input is forthcoming, but I would like to think that those visiting would comment on what they’d like to see here.

–luna