This weekend provides me with a lot of things to do, and yet I really can’t get motivated to do them. I have this big essay to do for Thursday only 2 pages in and I’m stuck. I guess I’ve been looking at it too long. I have 2 quizzes on Tuesday that I haven’t studied for yet. One will need a lot of vocabulary review to do well in it. I’ve found other things to occupy my time as of late, and for that I will be paying dearly for when it comes to studies.

Master got his new computer and desk yesterday. We had been hoping for a laptop, but found a decent desktop for cheaper than the laptop he was looking at. It’s nice to have my computer back again, and I am so happy to be able to sit at my desk and do my homework. I know I will need to discipline myself once again and not spend all my time at my computer like I used to, that Master needs attention and the chores will still need to be done, but right now I’m just basking in the newness of my accessible computer… heh.

I have gone back to spending some time on IRC now, as people there are usually nice and I hope to make a few more friends, or at least enjoy some free time. I do have some pet peeves online, mainly the Horny men that seem to swarm everywhere, but wearing an online collar seems to keep them at bay. I have set up a “munch time” in my Iowa room, hoping to get the word out that it exists and maybe people will come and chat. I always hoped for something like that.

I’m feeling a bit better than I did earlier this week. I still have a bit of congestion, and a mild headache most of the time, but I should survive. I just hope I didn’t pass it on to anyone.

The Dom/sub forums are coming up in 2 weeks and a has sent out a definitions sheet for us to look over and decide if it is worth using at the meeting. I liked it even with the personal opinions of the author in them a bit. It will help express that definitions are relative to the environment, and person that defines themselves. I define myself as submissive. One that is willing to serve one person in whatever capacity he requires. I do not consider myself to be a service submissive though. I do not enjoy in a spiritual sense of performing domestic duties and probably never will. Master says I’m growing and changing all the time. I do like to hear that I make him happy.

For Valentine’s Day I think we are going out to lunch at a nice Italian restaurant. It should be a good time. I’m not sure, but I think Master wants to play that day, as it has been quite some time for that, and we do need to christen our new spanking horse yet.

–luna