Dear ex,

I’m moving on, after 2 years of separation, guilt, blame and sadness, I am moving forward. I know I’m very late in writing this letter, it should have been told you long before now. Now that I’m in a new relationship, a relationship I want, truly need; you must not interfere.

I am happy with Master. I want to fulfill my life with him to the fullest measure. I want to reveal my inner secrets, I want to hold nothing back from him. I want to give him now what I never could give you. He has my will to submit. You understand, two submissive people can not live together well, and I was not happy playing the leading role. I will not do that anymore in my worries about you.

No more will I feel sorry for your turn of life as I improve mine. I will not worry about your survival in the world any longer, you are on your own. For the longest time I blamed myself for your failure and your lack of thrive. If it was my fault, it was also yours. We have chosen our paths. Now we must go our separate ways.

I once desired you. Yes, there was a carnal thing between us. No longer. Stop dreaming of me, I do not want you any more. I once was a slut for you. Never again. You are my past, yes a sweet past, but you are not my future. I want my Master with me forever and his desire is my desire. You are no more.

I had to talk with you one last time today to realize that you were the reason I was being held back in my emotional freedom. You were the crutch in the door, keeping me from closing it. I needed to end it. I need you to realize that we are no longer husband and wife. That commitment has been ended.

It was a long path to where I stand today, I can only thank my Master for being there and helping me though it. HE is my new reason for living. HE is the one I desire. HE is the one I will be with. HE will see me through my trials and challenges, my successes and rejoicing. You have no hold on me any longer.

I can not live in the past, a rocky difficult past. I can not live with regrets and blame anymore. I refuse to live as I did with you in my mind everyday. I will not relay those memories and try to solve the problems that will never be solved. You carry that yourself until you let it go. I am ready to move on. I must move on. For my emotional health, for my life I must let you go. I am closing the door.

I once loved you with a passion I can only dimly recall. I will always carry a spot in my heart that will remember my first love. But I can’t hang on to that forever. It is hurting me. I must become who I am meant to become. Please understand that.

–luna