There is a time in everyone’s life when they realize that there is more out there than helplessness. I can’t explain the feelings I’ve had since last Tuesday when I said good bye for good to my ex. I’m actually still adjusting to my new found place at Master’s feet. I think that my new revelation has helped Master prepare for his role of making my life… strict. He has shared his ideas with me, and even though right now they seem hard, and I know my life is going to be crazy when he finally kicks me in the bud, I am ready.

I’ve watched Master play his shoot ‘em up games today. He seems so serious about them, and then he gets that silly grin on his face and I know he is enjoying himself. God I can’t get enough of him.

This morning I woke Master up as usual and I laid over his chest, caressing his face. He looked at me with such love and desire it made me feel so good. He cares for me so much. I love to feel his hands on me, but even better is when he admits that my touch makes goosebumps.

He gives me goosebumps too, when he leans over from behind and kisses my neck. I feel so sexy in that moment, so desired and damn is he good at making me feel that way. I haven’t shown him however, and that troubles me. I haven’t shown him my desire for those little touches and caresses and I need to do that before he stops them altogether. I can’t let that happen. I need to be touched and loved. Please don’t forget to touch me Master.

–luna