My creative streak came back again last night. I sat down with my box of materials and made 3 floggers, a slapper and have plans for another cat o nine to start later on. The floggers I made, one is out of Mariner’s twine, and so is very soft, the other two are nasty buggers. One is a 9 tailed rubber whip, with pointed ends, this one will raise welts in no time. Then I used the same rubber and made a heavy 40 tailed flogger with a braided rubber handle. This one has yet to be tested, but I’m sure it will pack quite a slap. The one I’ve got planned for is going to be a rubber braided cat. I’m sure it will be interesting. I am going to learn how to do leather roses soon, so that I can do the crops and floggers with the roses on the end. I also made my first prototype cane. I would be able to sell these if I stain and varnish them, but this one is decent for our play. It has a half-hitch handle and is quite nice.

All this creating makes me dream of my home business I’d like to have one day. I’m not even sure that anyone would buy floggers and things that I make, but it’s worth a try. I can’t be any worse than anyone else out there.

Master got some money today. Thank goodness. I went to the store and got some groceries tonight, we really needed them. I will pay a bill tomorrow and will begin to feel more comfortable. He is expecting to have more money come in next week. Get these bills paid and we will be able to get the things we want. Master needs an upgrade on his computer too, badly.

I really like that Master is so young. He is always ready for sex or play, I just wish I was. I think sometimes I disappoint him when I look at him like, “Okay, you can do this, but I’m really not in the mood.” It has to be age that is doing it though, because when I was younger you couldn’t get me out of bed. I feel bad that it frustrates him. I was told that a submissive should never deny her Master what he wants. Why can’t I be happy that he wants me and will always want me? Why does that uninterested bug hit me so often anymore? I have passion for him, I crave him more than he knows, and yet I just can’t say yes all the time. He sits there and I think he is so fine without his shirt on, looking so sexy. Where did my raging hormones go?

On a new topic, my discussion forum is back online. Master took a look at it, and found the fix in support forums, so I will be able to resume my forums. Take a look at them at http://luna.kinkygroups.com/forum/index.php.

–luna