BDSM is Love

It’s been awhile since I said anything worthwhile, and I don’t know if today will be just as boring. I have a ton of work ahead of me this week. I have a paper, 2 presentations and a ton of reading. I just don’t know where to start and I’d like to work on some more floggers.

OH OH, good news. I sold my first 2 floggers. I have a small rubber whip and a suede flogger ordered for next month. I’m pretty excited. I never expected anyone to order a flogger till I got my site up and running. Right now I just have a temporary site at www.lunas-boudoir.com Of course if you want to order something, just give me an email and I will see what I can do.

I had the D/s forums last night and it was a good turn out. We talked about wants and needs in a relationship. It had me thinking, wondering just what my wants and needs are. My wants and needs have changed since I first entered the lifestyle and I’m sure that they will mature and grow as my relationship strengthens. Some people had long lists of wants and needs, and mine was decent in comparison. It’s amazing how a lot of the wants and needs are attached. They have commonalities. Think about it. Can you have a need that doesn’t get satisfied and yet get all your wants in a relationship? Would you be happy to forgo that need just to get those things you love to want? What happens when you get a need and your partner can’t give it to you? All of these things we talked about last night.

I’m sure you are wanting to know what my wants and needs are, but for the sake of talking to my Dominant about them, they are going to remain private.

Master really likes anal sex and ass play. I used to love my ass being played with. Now I am just kinda creeped out by it, I’m nervous about it getting icky. Keep it clean an all you know. Master says that it doesn’t matter, he’s not a queasy type. I believe him so why am I such an ass phobic person? I love anal sex, it’s such an intense feeling but to get me in that mood just seems like pulling teeth. Enemas? Still don’t do it for me. I’m still nervous about what might happen. Suggestions would be great.

–luna