BDSM is Love

Munch last night was great. I don’t know what it is about meeting with people and socializing that makes me feel renewed and happy. We met a couple new people and there was some wonderful discussions about anything and everything.

I have my BDSM presentation on campus on Tuesday and I think that it will be me and az, maybe someone else, not sure. I’m getting my usual nerves even though I do well at this presentation. I have to run over my slides again, but I know I will do well.

I’m still trying to sort out my problems, and won’t ask for the collar back any time soon. I’m really set on being just right for him before I make it a pain to be collared to. I gotta make him happy, and if that means working on my problems first, I will do so.

I have to figure out why I object to punishment so ferociously. I have to find the source, and I dread that it has to do with my childhood. I sure hate bringing that back into my life. *sighs*

–luna