BDSM is Love

I have 2 cats. One medium black haired named Zeus and a black and grey tabby named Maximus. They are a great joy in my life. So when one of them is ill, it has a profound affect on my mental attitude. Maximus is in the hospital with a urinary blockage. It’s a common problem with male cats. I’m worried about him though. I’ve never been without them around, and to have one away from me for a few days is unnerving. He was my little shadow and I miss him underfoot. I can’t wait for him to come home so I can baby him to death and love him over and over again. I miss my little Max.

Tomorrow is my last day of classes for the semester. I have 2 final exams next week and then a summer ahead of me. I’m really nervous about having summer and no prospects of work. I want to have time to make floggers, and hopefully sell them. That is my dream, but I think it should remain a dream. Master has a few dream jobs I’d like to see come to light first. He seems really excited about doing them. I just wish he didn’t have to work so hard all the time. He admits that he can work harder, and sometimes, some days I wish he would.

I feel so out of energy lately. I need to exercise, I need to feel good about my life, but I’m so sapped of everything. I’m sure it has something to do with the stress we are both under and I wish I could fix it.

Tomorrow, it all begins tomorrow, the beginning of summer, the beginning of a work frenzy with flogger materials, a desire to make money. With just 2 exams to study for, I hope to get something going on my floggers. I’m having problem finding places to post my things for sale…

–luna