BDSM is Love

Ever wonder how to give a massage when you are terrible at giving them? That’s what I’m wondering right now. For months Master has said he wants a full body massage, and I’m sure he has some big dream that it will be wonderful and I think it will be mediocre at best. I don’t find giving a massage very sensual to me, it’s more work, but I know he is expecting something great, I’ll do my best. I’ll let ya know how it goes.

(I’d also like to point out how long it’s been since we had any BDSM play. I’m itching for some pain play and I know that if I’m a good little submissive, I might get some.)

I know this doesn’t sound very submissive of me. It’s a service, and it should be treated as such, but I’m doing this because he wants it, not because I will get anything out of it. Does that make me a bad person?

He’s watching Jurassic Park 2 right now, I never liked even remotely scary movies, these things create my nightmares at night, and I have a vivid imagination. I’m not looking forward to tonight at all. I hope I can ward off the dreams.

I joined myspace.com. I should be able to post to groups soon. If you have a myspace account, feel free to add me as a friend. my profile URL is: http://www.myspace.com/lunakm

–luna