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New year is hours away and I have yet to draw up any resolutions other than diet and health wise. I’m not sure I want to set resolutions. I know I want to be a better person and continue to grow and mature as Master’s submissive. I want to graduate college with anything over a [...]

It’s late, and I completely forgot that I needed to write in here tonight. I’d rather be in bed cuddling with Master (a rare occurrence) than sitting here trying to think of what to say….
I’ve been busy with a few things for the Iron Gate. I’d like to get more content and draw more people [...]

I was beginning to wonder if Master and I would ever play again. It has been at least 2 months since I’ve felt rope binding my wrists or the stinging ache of a spanking. Last night Master asked me if I would like to have some light play. I couldn’t wait. Now, I “owed” him [...]

–luna

I’ve been pretty cloudy today. I guess that is how I’d explain it. Master says I’ve been grumpy, testy and everything else. I’m not sure why. I have so much to do and things to keep me busy. Maybe I’m just so serious today. God I don’t know. I just want to go to bed [...]

What is Christmas like for those that are sharing it with their partners only? I’ve only once spent a Christmas away from family and friends and it was miserable. Of course I was alone then. Are Christmas’ more romantic and quiet when there is just the two of you? I’m going to find out this [...]

Great morning to everyone! I woke, turned on the Christmas music and feel overall bright and cheery today. I sure hope it continues. I’ll be making Christmas cookies today and making sure every room is clean so that I don’t have to push myself nearer to Christmas. Master and I are staying home and no [...]

There are new essays on Sensual Service. I have also sent out a few requests from people to see if I can post a few more. If you have essays that would fit into what Sensual Service is about, please please think about sharing them with me and the rest of the WWW.
Master, I think, [...]

Chris Wilson, of Lakeland Florida, is the webmaster of NTFU, a user forum created in June of 2004 where people could post pictures of their wives or girlfriends nude. It recieved some national attention for the “G.I. Jane” controversy, but most recently for images of corpses in Iraq.
Chris granted interviews to dozens of news agencies [...]

Okay, so it’s not that I haven’t gotten any comments, it’s that haloscan changed to Beta mode and set my account to moderate comments. Ugh, so I’m going to go back and read all the comments I’ve been getting and thought I never receieved! Thank you to treasure for getting my attention so I could [...]

Master,

While I know you are sitting 5 ft away from me, working hard on your projects, I can’t help but think that tomorrow will be the second birthday I have celebrated with you. I have watched you, cared for you and loved you since you entered my life just over a year ago. I’m so [...]

I am so glad to be out of the haunting I have been in lately. I never know how long it will last or how severely it will effect me. I always make it to the light.
I realize I’m not a comment poster on other blogs. For that I’m sorry. But with no posts on [...]

I’ve not had a very good couple of days. I don’t know what has triggered this new ’bout of memories, but I’m not liking it and there’s no where I can really turn. My childhood was broken, which sadly isn’t as uncommon anymore as it should be. Since I left home in 1996, I thought [...]

What does ’surrender’ mean to you? from Kindlings
I surrender. I don’t surrender all the time, it is not an automatic response… yet. I want to surrender completely to the wills and control of my Master. I strive for it everyday, with every effort.
Surrender to me is the ability of one person to release control, stress, [...]

My blog is one year old today. Such a milestone in blogland. I hope it will continue to be a place I can talk and be myself.
Do you ever find yourself comparing yourself to others, or attempting to live up to a mythical ideal? — from Kindlings
All the time! I don’t know why I do [...]

How do you maintain your focus? Do you have a specific ’slave mindset’ you strive for? - from Kindlings
This is actually a huge challenge for me. I’m terrible at maintaining my focus and staying within that happy sub mind that I enjoy being in. Sometimes I think that that sort of mindset is impossible for [...]

Are you required to work out or keep in shape? Is that something closely monitored by your Master/Owner, or is that an area in which you are expected to be proactive? –from Kindlings
While this is a really old Kindlings prompt, I felt it fit into my current submissive life. I am working on loosing weight [...]