BDSM is Love

Year in Review will be my attempt to remember and hopefully learn from events and behaviors that occured last year. I will try, each time I post, to recall a month and the important events that may have occured. I’ve seen something similar happening in blogland all over and I guess I can give it a try. If you have been following me all year you will know there were many very hard times to get through, but some joyous ones as well.

Today’s post is January 2005.

January started very hard. We were in a similar situation that we are in now, anxiously awaiting school money and no money at all in the bank. Master was yet to have a job, he had only been here for 2 months and it was slim pickings. I remember I was beginning a diet. I was very cranky throughout the month of January probably because the diet I choose was denying me much in the way of intake. I was also asking Master for a list of rules to follow, more structure and we were struggling with that as well.

Last January was also the month that Master and I played and I almost faited. I went to the dr. and found that I had poor circulation in my legs and that caused my dizziness. Blood just couldn’t return to the source. The end of the month capped off with a need to be more sexual in my behavior and attention to Master and then a cold. Wow, I took on a lot in one month.

In comparison, this month is starting out as better. Master has a regular job, I have a new job, and we are still waiting for school money, which I should get some day after Wednesday and before Monday. I think we are already in a better position than last year. I have lost 17 lbs on my second diet of 2005 and still going strong. I’ll get to weigh again on the 9th.

–luna