BDSM is Love

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While I seem to be slipping in my blogging duties, it may just be because my school work has taken over my life. I have so many large projects to prepare for and I want to get those done early, as I hate last minute pressure.
I have also been working harder on my diet and [...]

Ok, so Master asked if this blog was turning into a poetry blog. He doesn’t understand poetry. I’m not going to make this a poetry blog. I replied that if I had topics to talk about I’d write about those when I didn’t have anything else to say. He said that defeated the purpose of [...]

That’s right, I really don’t have a lot to say. I’m preparing for a long haul for school as Spring break is just weeks away and then I have huge papers to write and tests to take and then my college career is done. I’m honestly nervous about it and excited at the same time. [...]

The Collar
© luna
With all its glittering, weighted mentioning
Power to strengthen a wavering heart;
Whether solid metal, chain or leather,
It takes all love, control and encompasses all
Simple, symbolic and mentally ornate
Thoughts of power exchange and young heart’s call.
This infinite ring of power has given ,
A sense of complete release within oneself;
So that a Master may behold their [...]

Master, being the tricky man that he is, caught me in a struggle with myself the other night. Since I can’t masturbate, I rely on him for orgasms and he knows that. Well, he had me so close, so on the edge that I was begging to be allowed release, and he throws a boomerang [...]

Master came to me last night with a concern. It was a concern that has come up before but we have been unable to resolve it to either of our satisfaction. We do not play enough. Each for their own reason, but I know that it is craved and needed more often than we do [...]

I’m trying towards a goal. While Master and I are still not sure where we will end up, we are certainly having a lot of ups and downs, explorations and excitement on the way. We are a first time relationship, we have agreed to work into things slowly. I’d have to say that about every [...]

Yes Valentine’s was hard. Thank you for all the comments to my blog about your thoughts and feelings and the support while I work on things.
Yesterday after some gentle coaxing from starla I was able to see that I have a greater goal to reach and not to dwell on this setback. I did finally [...]

I had a dream last night of what Valentine’s Day should have been like. It should have included romantic interludes, and affectionate gazes. It should have had time being with each other, so close you could breathe the same air. It should have had climaxes and breaks for exhaustion. It should have let me feel [...]

This morning I awoke and dressed all nice and sexy for Master. I was ready for a wonderfully fun day, a lunch out and then come home to sex and hopefully play.
The lunch we had was wonderful. I really enjoyed being out with Master.
We came home and Master took pictures of me. I loved it [...]

I always wanted a day like today. I feel at right with the world, I got so much accomplished and I’m ready to face the week ahead. It’s amazing I haven’t had many days like today. I should do my best to make them happen in the future. I’ve felt like all is perfect. I’m [...]

I wrote a poem yesterday. It doesn’t have a title yet, but I’m hoping that maybe it will soon. Suggestions are always welcome. I hope you enjoy it.
Oh beautiful Venus, come hear my song!
My muse, Yea, hallowed goddess, belong,
Amidst my lyrical passion filled quest;
Resolving love’s difficulty, may I be blessed.
Lovers in history search for an [...]

In keeping with the upcoming day for lovers I have begun to seek my heart for that spark that started my love for Master. I am reminiscing of the love letters we shared when we were a long distance relationship. Thinking of the first blissfull hours of togetherness that started my heart racing. Oh how [...]

How boring my blog has gotten the past few weeks. I’m certain that if I had any readers they have wandered off to more exciting blogs by now I never said this blog would be a sexcapade of Master and my adventures. Master really prefers that most of our intimate moments remain intimate. This [...]

I’ve not been doing a good job in this blog talking about my feelings and thoughts lately. I can accuse real life getting in the way of my time to myself, the time I take to think about things and the way my life is headed. I’ve had a lot of stress lately with money [...]

Ok, so I was a DJ for an internet radio station, now I’m not. The station manager said that I had an attitude with him at one point last week. I can’t say that I did, but what other people perceive is what happened. Of course no one choose to tell me till I show [...]

For the past week Master has been alone more than I have been here with him. I’m sure he misses me, I can see the look in his eye when I tell him I have to leave early or I’ll be out late. I feel bad that I’ve not been here, but I know he [...]