BDSM is Love

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Oh my god my cramps are horrid today! I woke up at 4am with terrible cramps and had a bad night’s sleep after that. No matter what meds I’ve taken it’s only dulled it temporarily. Now I know why I’ve been so bitchy and snappy at Master. He says he understands and constantly asks me [...]

I saw this on myspace and thought this would be a blast. If you like it, give it a try!
Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don’t make sense.
How am I feeling today?:
Tricky - Excess (Excess what?)
Will I get far [...]

I just had this linked to my from a friend and just loved it Thanks pagan!

I went out to dinner tonight with some friends. We got on the discussion of our sex lives when this friend expressed her lack thereof with her boyfriend. I piped up that a sex toy would help her if he’s not available. She almost jumped at the idea and off we went to the toy [...]

Master and I have been going through a period of training. Nothing out of the ordinary in this sort of relationship, but for me it can be mentally stressful and emotionally hard for me. I’ve spoken about it before: blowjobs… well more specifically swallowing Master’s cum. Many submissives and slaves have stated to me in [...]

Ok, so I’m wanting a bit of money and I know how to make websites, so I’m going to put out there that I can make your personal website for you. Designs I can not make, they would have to be purchased or use a freeware/linkware one. If you are interested in having your own [...]

I’m going this morning to get my rear brakes replaced. I’m really nervous about the cost, as I really don’t have a lot of available funds. I know I need new brakes, I just don’t know if the cost is worth it when I don’t have food either. I can still stop, it just takes [...]

I have a lot ahead of me now that break has ended. I need to plan final exams and papers. The stress of the end of term is already upon me and I’m not ready for the pile of work. I’ve started reading some Walt Whitman poetry for my poetry class. I have to [...]

Classes start back up again on Monday and I’m not ready to have all the pressure of the final projects in my lap. I know I have to be prepared for a huge amount of work and stress. Who looks forward to that sort of thing anyhow? I have 3 research papers to write, 2 [...]

Here’s my solution to Blogger. I have moved my blog, yet again, changed the template yet again and now this one is hosted on my server. That means the only time this won’t work is if my server is done, which you wouldn’t be able to access the site at all then anyhow.
Let me know [...]

I am getting more and more annoyed with Blogger. More often than not it loads only half my post, it takes forever to upload things, and sometimes it looses posts altogether. Anyone else having these problems? I’m thinking of moving off Blogger with a blogging system on my server instead. I am afraid I might [...]

Happy Irish Day I’m not Irish, I don’t think I have a drop of Irish in me, but I want to wish all a happy St. Patrick’s Day. Ya know, I don’t even think I know what St. Patrick was known to do. What miracles did he perform to become a saint? Hmm, I [...]

I need a little time to myself. I guess what I mean is I need a little time devoted to me. I’ve spent 5 days of my spring break just hanging around watching Master work and doing some work of my own. I’m ready for some whip me, spank me, hold me, sex me time. [...]

I wrote this essay for the advice columns for The Iron Gate. I thought I’d share it here.
“It’s so hard to find someone in the Lifestyle that I’m compatible with. You are so lucky to have found someone.”
I don’t know how many times I hear this on a daily basis when conversing. It always brings [...]

Master and I time is coming up this week. I’ve asked if we can set aside some time one day during spring break to be together. I’m looking forward to it. I’m not sure what we will be doing, but I’m feeling the need to be with him so badly, in any way I can. [...]

While this isn’t a big deal, I find that I’m just terrible at IM chatting; especially with random new people. I guess if they are IM’ing me, they have a purpose and I really don’t help them figure me out. It’s always the same thing:
Hi.
Hello.
How are you?
I’m fine, you?
Good thanks. What’s up?
Nothing.
So, tell me about [...]

Yes break is coming, just 3 more days till Spring Break. The only thing I have to do during break is my mid-term for Structure in Spanish. I hope to enjoy Master’s company and work on The Iron Gate site a bit more. I always have more upgrades to do and things to improve. Sensual [...]

I’ve been working hard on The Iron Gate this past week. I have so many upgrades I want to do to it so that it’s not only easier on me but easier for others to use as well. I have upgraded the links section so that there are more detailed categories and better listings. I [...]

Master wanted to play last night, and while I didn’t know he brought me into the bedroom and I wondered what was going to do. It seemed like sex was on his mind but I was wrong. After he helped me undress he reached for my nipples and instantly I was in pain. I just [...]

I’ve been going to bed early the past 3 nights. I just feel an overwhelming tiredness and fall asleep almost instantly. Am I sick? Am I overdoing it when I work out? Am I not getting the right nutrients? Is it because of my lack of caffeine? I wish I could figure it out. It [...]