BDSM is Love

I’ve been going to bed early the past 3 nights. I just feel an overwhelming tiredness and fall asleep almost instantly. Am I sick? Am I overdoing it when I work out? Am I not getting the right nutrients? Is it because of my lack of caffeine? I wish I could figure it out. It beginning to bother me and if I fall asleep early again tonight I just may have to do some investigating.

The forums last night was a flop. One person showed up. While I had an enjoyable time getting to know this person I was annoyed that no one else came. I guess I’ll have to see what next month brings. If it becomes a regular thing I may have to change tactics and figure out a way to get people to come. Maybe more fun topics or things to do. It would be so much easier if I lived in the town were these things are held. I have to drive over an hour to get to these functions.

I know Master is getting frustrated, it’s been a few days since we had sex and I’m feeling the tension as well. He just tucks me in bed but I know that he’s got a need. I really wish I wasn’t so tired that it would be impossible for me to serve him as he wishes. Tomorrow aught to be better. I have no where to go other than workout and then I’m home so perhaps I will be able to pounce on him.

–luna