I’ve been finally given my next project for work. I can feel the pressure to get it done and pay the bills. I can sense the overworked feeling I will most likely have all next week from pushing myself to get something accomplished fast. I can see the look of worry on Master’s face as I work for hours and hours every day trying to get us caught up since I’ve not had a job in 2 weeks. I know I will be tired at the end of it, but I will also be so much closer to paying bills than I am now. It’s a sacrifice that I am ready to take.

I am one pound away from my 40 lbs mark. I am pretty sure I will make it this week and will be able to take another picture for my progress gallery in my diet blog. I’m certain that I will continue to loose weight, even though my exercise has slumped. I really need to get back into that. I bought the next size down in jeans, to see if I could fit into them. Jeans never lie. I zipped them up, and while they felt quite tight and I wasn’t ready to try sitting in them, I was so happy to see that I could put them on. It’s a wonderful feeling to know that you are accomplishing something you never thought you could do.

My worries about my submission have subsided somewhat. When Master and I played something inside me just accepted my place, and while I’m far from where I once was, I am making progress in the right direction I believe. I feel more centered and am working towards that everyday that passes.

The Blogathon that I participated in last year is scheduled for July 29th this year. I’m trying to decide if I want to participate and if so what charity to raise money for. Last year it was NCSF. Any suggestions would be welcome about charities and ideas to blog about. I’d prefer a theme to just writing mindlessly for 24 hours. Last year’s blogathon posts are linked at the right hand side.

–luna