More play tomorrow?
I'm hopeful that we will get to play tomorrow. Master stated last night that it depends on my mood today, whatever that means. I'm going to work hard to stay happy and attentive and loving to him all day. I want and need to play so badly. I want to show him that I will work at getting back to myself as soon as possible. I have no clue what he has planned but he has mentioned, spanking bench and hot wax. 
Hot wax always pushes my limits, sometimes I can handle it, others it just makes me break down and cry. We shall see what he orchestrates if I'm a good girl today.
I'm feeling so much better than I was. I'm paying attention to Master, I'm minding my p's and q's better and remembering to call him Master is improved too. I'm making his coffee more often and watching when his mug is empty. Not as good as I'd like to, but it is progress.
Thank you to everyone who sent me advice and ideas and hugs. I really needed them and appreciate readership.
–luna
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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