BDSM is Love

I’m continuing my thoughts on a personal submissive code of ethics. If you missed the previous 2 parts:

Part 1

Part 2

Each time I add things to my personal code I realize just how hard the whole thing is going to be. I hope that one day I will be able to look at it and say, “I can do it all.” I’m looking to regain Master’s respect and trust, and working hard at this just might get me there.

The next three statements of my code are:

• I should follow my daily routines to the best of my ability.
• I will work no more than eight (8) hours every day. No exceptions.
• I wil remember to address Master properly at all times.

First, my routines are collecting dust. I know it because my house is collecting dust, the laundry lays piled high in the bedroom and the dishes are rarely done before I go to bed. This looks bad for my housecleaning and my respect for Master. I need to work harder at doing the basic things to show him that I want to care for all of his needs.

Secondly, when I am enjoying work, or I need to pay a bill, I tend to work really hard and can get caught up in it. If I were alone I know I’d be working from rise to bedtime, everyday. It’s not really work ethic but more a drive to be financially free. Master has made it a rule that I can not work more than 8 hours in a day so that I can remember to recenter myself and be at his service more often.

Lastly is one that I’m constantly fighting with. Sometimes I feel like a parrot with all the “yes Master” “Can I get you “…” Master?” “Master, Master, Master.” I need to remember it’s not up to me how to act or behave. I need to follow rules, no matter what. No questioning.

–luna

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