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Master and I have been discussing my diet lately. Well, it’s more like I’ve been discussing it with him. You see that this summer I’ve plateaued and been stuck just above 300 for 4 months now. It’s very agrivating and I’d like to get going again. I know that most of it is loss of [...]

Holy cow it’s been a long time since I wrote in here. It’s not all my fault. I forgot to post the 29th, so I had every intention of posting yesterday when Master did something to the webserver and it was down all evening. Now that it’s back I’m getting my butt back up here [...]

Greed:
Medium

Gluttony:
Medium

Wrath:
Medium

Sloth:
Medium

Envy:
Very Low

Lust:
High

Pride:
Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

I’ve been a very bad girl lately. It’s really inexcusable; as everything is with me lately. I’ve been disappointing, both to myself and to my love and Master. First, if you notice the date of this blog, I am quite late posting, as my rules state it is supposed to be every other day. It [...]

Mmmmm. God that feels good.
*sigh**wiggle wiggle**squirm*
Oh yeah. *groan*
MMMmm. *squishy slippery sound*
*stroke**groan**moan*
Oh god yes, yes yes…
……..mmmmm……
Not as satisfying but all I can do at the moment… or at all. *sigh*
–luna

So about 2 weeks ago I had an epiphany with the help of kaya’s wise words. Submission is hard work. The fact that I had constantly thought that Master wasn’t dominant enough turned the tables to I wasn’t submissive enough. I admit that it’s not a natural thing in me, and while many that may [...]

Since I started my job 4 weeks ago Master says I’ve changed. I’m not responsive during the week, I’m not interested in sex until the weekends and I’m cranky and tired most days.  He says my behavior and attitude have changed. I wish I could reassure him that it won’t last long, that I will [...]

There are times like today when Master says, “Write in your journal today.” and you have nothing to talk about. I ask him for something to write about and he doesn’t have anything either. What in the world does he want me to say that he doesn’t already know? I’m tired, I work hard everyday, [...]

I forgot to post yesterday. I hope Master will forgive me.
I’ve had a really busy day today at work, and I’ve decided to try to work on a website that I know will be extremely challenging for me, but I know it will also be rewarding if I can learn things from it. Master is [...]

Yesterday Master and I went out on a date. Payday yesterday was a good day. I went to the store before coming home, knowing that Master would still be in bed and bought 2 roses. I wanted to surprise him with the flowers, since the last time I gave him flowers he loved it. I [...]

Yes, so I’m taking a bit of my own advice when I think about my last post asking what I should write about. I should stick to things I know, perhaps things I’m exploring, as long as I don’t make it sound expert. Master says I should make sure to revise it and proofread it [...]

I am itching to do some programming, but since I have a few sites already, I really need to work on them. The issue I have is I should be writing essays for the sites, so that they have unique and interesting things on them. I’m just feeling that I don’t know enough about anything [...]

This is a current list of rules that I have to follow.
Speech Training:
He shall be called Master unless in vanilla public, then I use his given name. This is to include any time I am speaking with Master directly.
Use please and thank you liberally.

“Yes Master” is an appropriate response, not yeah, yup, [...]

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It dawned on me, or rather it was explained to me in wonderful terms, that my submission isn’t a one way street. I had constantly thought that I’d be submissive if Master was dominant. I questioned why I wasn’t getting reprimanded or reminded that I wasn’t following the rules that he set up. kaya made [...]

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I’m a terrible housekeeper. I say I would like to be a house subbie, [...]

It’s been a long time since I’ve had a weekend in which I didn’t have school work to do, and I didn’t have to go to work. All I have to do is some housework and find time to relax and enjoy things. Relaxing is going to be the hard part. As most of you [...]

From hislilstar (tia)

1 — Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 — I will respond; I’ll ask you five questions.
3 — You’ll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 — You’ll include this explanation.
5 — You’ll ask other people five questions when they want to be
interviewed.
These are what tia [...]

Master is working hard this week. I wish I could help him other than going to work everyday. I want to relieve his workload. The only thing I think about is working harder so that Master wouldn’t have to. I’m not sure why, he wants to work too. I feel a need to help make [...]