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Posted by luna on Aug 18, 2006 • (0)

Since I started my job 4 weeks ago Master says I’ve changed. I’m not responsive during the week, I’m not interested in sex until the weekends and I’m cranky and tired most days. He says my behavior and attitude have changed. I wish I could reassure him that it won’t last long, that I will get better and things will level out.

I only hope that is what will happen. I don’t like feeling turned off and constantly tired. I don’t like playing catch up everyday. I don’t like going to bed at 9:30. I don’t like that my body refuses to work for anything less than 8 hours of sleep, no matter what I do.

I have always worried. I don’t think I’ve had a day where no worries crept in. I haven’t been able to stop it. I just need to learn to not let them bother me.

–luna

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