BDSM is Love

Dated: 9-24-06

Dear Master,

I told you that before I went back to online blogging I was going to write about symbols and my need for them. The loss of my collar, the only symbol I have of my submission has made me feel really lost. There is something special about ritual and symbols that bring me closer to bring who I truly am– your submissive.

While I know there is no time limit to my rediscovery and our journey together is a day by day, step by step thing I feel like I need little things present to keep my going.

Reading that new training blog I stumbled on was quite interesting and left me thinking of what we or I rather, could do to help keep me centered and focused. I’ve thought about the cuffs ritual when I come home from work. It may require different cuffs- maybe ones I can wear out when not at work? I do think some daily reflection might help me too.

The weekly assignments are nice in that they give me a chance to really think about topics that you come with.

Are you interested in some sort of ritual that we don’t just try for awhile and stop?

I love you so much Master. I want this to work. I need you in my life. I want to be your adoring submissive available for whatever you’d like.

–luna