BDSM is Love

Dear Master,

This is the first letter I’ve written you that you haven’t had to read it in pen and ink first. You requested that half of my journal entries be handwritten, because they are more personal that way and the letters have developed out of that. I want you to know that these letters will still be personal for you, yet shared with everyone that reads my blog.

I’ve been reflecting a lot this week on our past 2 years since our anniversary is coming up. I know that we have grown so very close and that we don’t fumble as much as we did when it comes to knowing what the other person wants, how our D/s relationship should start to form and I think we have a pretty good base for things to develop in the future. I love you more than words can express and I hope that it comes out in my every action. My submissiveness, while still struggling to come out to the surface, still belongs to you and you alone. I hold all that is precious and majestic to you as my light and view of the world. You are the strength I need and the patience I wish I had.

This week’s assignment to be finished by Saturday is one that not only will show me what kind of a submissive I am right now, but how I foresee myself in the future. I don’t doubt that there will be things impossible for me to achieve, behaviors I only dream of developing now that will become second nature and the fantasy melded with our reality. I would love to see this essay from you as well, in reverse. What Dominant qualities do you see in yourself and where do you see yourself as a Dominant in the future? Would you be willing to write something out like that for me? I’m sure it could help you just as much as this assignment will help me.

I’m so blessed to have you caring for me. This weekend when I had that terrible crick in my neck that just wouldn’t go away and has lasted 4 days now; you massaged me without objection, I watched the worry in your face and the loving care when I was struggling to continue to do the things that I felt needed completing. Never have I known such care and love. I am truly blessed by you Master.

Two years. It has been two wonderful, magical years. This is such a wonderful start to a fantastic relationship that has survived so many obstacles; has so many yet to overcome and we still cling to each other at night like starving animals for the other. The passion will never die, it lives strong in our love. I love you Master.

–luna