BDSM is Love

From Submissive Journal Prompts: Write out three of your favorite sexual fantasies. If this is new to you, make one up now.Writing out my sexual fantasies is to admit that I have them. I’m certain that I do but I’ve keep them pretty quiet, even to Master. I’m sure he’d entertain them. So, maybe I should write them up

The first one is sort of a ritualized sex. I’ve been doing some dreaming lately of a perfect world where I was the submissive that I see myself as ( that of perfection for Master ) and as a form of celebration for reaching a goal we perform some sort of ritualized sex. Actions in this state are very deliberate, there’s a synergy and power in our love and lust for each other. We are slow and help to build each other’s pleasure. Even the actual intercourse is slow and planned, meant to bring us both to the edge over and over before soaring to climax.

It requires a lot of energy and activity from both of us, so I have to really work on being more active in bed. I think I’ve changed a tiny bit but not enough for this. It’s all baby steps of course and I hope to step my way into this one.

My second fantasy is rather hard to play out, but what’s a fantasy anyway? This one is more than one man with me. I have hinted to Master that I would enjoy trying that one, and with our monogamous state, it might be more realistic to just pretend for this one. It’s certainly possible to imagine this one. Perhaps blindfolding me and talking as if there is another silent partner. It could work into double penetration or just one in my mouth and one in my pussy. The element of being a slut helps to encourage this one.

Now I really don’t have a 3rd one that Master doesn’t know about. This fantasy is more about mindset than activity. I’d really like to make it to subpspace again. I know that is a goal for Master too. I don’t know how to help him get me there, and I have only been there once myself so I don’t even really know the triggers. It’s something that will just require more practice, more time spent playing, figuring out what is good for my mindset and what isn’t. We’ve always hoped for more time to play and I’m wondering if small bits here and there might not be helpful to my mood outside of scene as well. Maybe when I finally get back to where I was that will be something we can impliment.

–luna