BDSM is Love

Dated 10-30-06

Dear Master,

I did a lot of thinking today on my way to work. I thought about how much my life has changed since you entered my world. I believe it’s all for the good. I’m a better me.

I’m not as bossy as I once was. Now someday I hope I realize that bossiness is not a good trait to have an ditch it all together. I’m still needy and I think will never change, however how I go about letting you know what I need may have changed a bit. I’m more open to you about things I am thinking and feeling. I’ve never been so open before.

Whatever sexual urges I may have had can now be expressed without embarrassment or shame. You know so much about me and how I function that sometimes it feels you know me better than I do. I’m beginning to accept your pleasure as more important than mine. It’s been a very hard road but I can cay that progress has been made and more is to follow.

I’m feeling more submissive now more often. There is just part of me that wants to serve you all the time. Now to get it to speak up more often.

I really hope this routine you plan to implement increases my awareness of myself submissively, physically, sexually and emotionally; I want to continue to improve on every level.

I want to show you that I’m committed to you and that I’m the perfect partner. I want you to be proud to be with me and I want my submission to you to shine around others. Let them see how wonderful we can be together.

Most importantly I want you to be able to enjoy my presence in private, to receive your every whim without pause and to know that we have a deep understanding that goes beyond our roles.

I love you my Master. Forever.

–luna