BDSM is Love

“I want you to promise that you will try to be as good as you were today, everyday.”

“I promise I will try to be good everyday Master.”

Master has honored me today, I have honored him. He was full of pride for me, I’ve been good. He told me that I have changed and I’m not the girl I was 6 months ago. That girl was unacceptable. I am now his again.

I have earned Master’s collar again. He surprised me with it. I didn’t have a clue it was coming. He asked me if he could give me something. I had absolutely no clue what he was talking about. He stood behind me and held his collar across my throat. I was teary-eyed when he said he’d like to put it back on. I didn’t know what to say. I asked him if I had really earned it or if it had been because I was so good today. He said he’d been thinking about it all day and that I had really earned it. I had changed and proven to him that I want to make the effort to be who I truly am. I’m so overwhelmed with love and honor for him.

“You’re my baby again.”

Such wonderful words. The hugs and kisses were so sweet, so wonderful. I’ve come back around and I know the real honor of wearing Master’s collar now. I shall wear it with respect and pride for what I have earned and the love that he holds for me within it.

I’m me again.

The return of Master’s collar does come with new rules and behaviors. Master said he will give them to me within a week. I know I will struggle with the new rules. He knows I will try to do my best.

This is a happy day.

–luna