BDSM is Love

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How long will I take to learn all that I have to learn? When will Master be completely pleased with my efforts and progress? If it is to be years, do I have the endurance and faith that it will require to continue to grow closer to him, and nearer to the perfection of myself? [...]

I’m scared. The weather is planning to turn for the worse tomorrow after I am at work. It’s predicted to get worse throughout the evening tomorrow and then develop into ice and snow on Thursday. Thursday is my first full day of work. I’m very scared of the drive home that afternoon; if I can [...]

If you haven’t perused my Iron Gate Blog yet, you haven’t seen it. I added an image gallery. Right now it just has avatars in it (mostly ones from pure_blue as she had a ton of moons that I have just loved!). I will add more as I get the chance. Feel free to use [...]

I’m so happy to be working full time soon. It’s scary to start planning what I want to do with what extra cash we will have. I want to pay up on the bills, move to a better apartment and fix my car. Master asked me what sort of things I wanted to spurge on [...]

Here is the photo Master just took of me in his new collar! (click to view larger image)

If you want to see the detail of the collar itself, here’s the catalog photo: (click to view larger image)

Master locked it on with a small lock and he has the key. There is also a backup key [...]

Cliques are groups of people who want only to associate with themselves. They are in high schools, upper class neighborhoods and can grow anywhere else that people gather. They care only for themselves, gossip about everything, create assumptions about others not in the group and develop a self-pity party. They think they are cool and [...]

We are getting ready to hunker down into a huge snow storm. The weather is horrible.  Predictions are ice and snow, with freezing rain and wind. Oh my. It’s going to be a long weekend.
Full time starts on Thursday and I’m so happy to finally be seeing my issues with money ending soon. I’ve set [...]

I finally have full time status! I start full time March 1st. I can’t wait! This is an answer to our prayers.
New collar pictures coming this weekend
–luna

Well, it’s not what I hoped for but there is some good in people that is so touching. I have an acquaintance at work; the person who covers my job if I’m not there. She came and picked me up Monday and yesterday while my job was in the shop. I was able to work [...]

I found out how much my car is going to cost me. I don’t have it. I really can’t afford it at all. With the auto guy being really nice he was able to knock it down to $500. I told him I would give him a post dated check for Friday for half of [...]

My blogroll here at luna’s Journey is getting rather short. If you read my blog and I don’t have a link back to you, please let me know! If you would like to trade links, please let me know! Just post a comment to this post to be considered. Thank you!
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If financial stress could get worse I think I’ve felt the worst of it. My car wouldn’t start today. I had to have it towed into the repair shop; they’ll get to it on Monday. My stress is that I’m already in the red for the month with the towing I had last week out [...]

Ok, so I have to wear a butt plug every other day for a set amount of time. No big deal right? Right.
Anyone have any tips on how to keep the darn thing IN ? I stand up and out it comes, like my muscles just accept it and relax completely. Ugh. It’s great for [...]

Since my recollaring Master and I have played several times, our relationship is stronger than ever and the future is bright and happy. I have looked from the past to the future and I can declare that the state of our love is good! How cheesy is that?!
Valentine’s Day may be a day set aside [...]

As I shared in a previous post, Master and I went to a munch on Saturday. It’s one we try to go to almost every month. There was a raffle for a wax kit. Master wanted 5 tickets so in they went. I was pretty excited! As the munch went on we had a wonderful [...]

I’m still waiting. Waiting to hear if the client of my work contract wants to up my hours to full time. They had a meeting today where this was a key part of the conversation. My boss has not called me, it’s late and I don’t think I’ll hear anything until Monday. This is torture. [...]

Dear Master,
Well, so I have my new rules and I’m not really surprised.  I thought that they would be really challenging. Now I’m not saying these are easy at all! I noticed you have a theme of protocol this time. I really hope I can make you happy by following them as best as possible.
I [...]

It’s been a change to say the least! I am constantly aware of things I need to do before bed or I could get into some serious cane time (not good). I am almost always watchful for what Master may need or desire. Things may come together well.
We also attempted a small play session. The [...]

Lesson for today: Master will worry about you if you aren’t on time.
Today on the way home from work I skidded into a ditch. This isn’t the first time it happened, however it is the first that I could not get myself out. I shoveled and dug, poured kitty litter down. Nothing. A nice state [...]

Now that I have my rules laid out, I have to try to start following them. I know that the next few weeks are going to be rocky as I learn them, get used to them and be constantly reminded of things he has initiated. While I am more than ready, I’m also very nervous [...]