BDSM is Love

Now that I have my rules laid out, I have to try to start following them. I know that the next few weeks are going to be rocky as I learn them, get used to them and be constantly reminded of things he has initiated. While I am more than ready, I’m also very nervous of displeasing him. I think that’s normal. If I wasn’t worried about making him upset then I think there would be something wrong with my side of the power exchange.

Thankfully all my work this last week has been noticed. Even little smiles of acknowledgment have been fuel for the new fire in me. Master has said he likes what he sees and I know I feel good doing things right. I’m regularly checking Master’s coffee level. You wouldn’t believe the volume this man drinks every day. I’m offering to get him things when I get up and I think I’ve made myself as available as possible. All of these things are good things.

Amazon sent me some wonderful books I have been waiting to get for over a year now. Kusheil’s Dart Series by Jacqueline Carey! Yay! I borrowed them from a wonderful friend years ago and read all three of them (there are 4 now) in a month. It’s such a wonderful series, I’d recommend it to anyone that enjoys fantasy with a bit of SM. I’m so excited to finish the book I’m on now and get to reading my new ones!

–luna