BDSM is Love

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Next month begins a few challenges for me. First I want to get back into keeping my food diary on Fitday.com. I think it will help me keep on track with my diet. It will make me more accountable and aware of what I’m eating now that I’m working full time. Perhaps I’m not making [...]

1. If you had to choose being blind or deaf, what would you choose and why?
If I had to choose I’d rather blind. While I’d be terrified of the loss of my sight I know that I’d be more terrified if I never heard my Master’s voice again, the sound of his timbre and the [...]

My boss called me up this morning and asked if he could come by. I said sure, I didn’t have any fear of anything wrong, and who would say no to your boss? Well he did my annual review. I did exceptionally well for only being with the company for 7 months (annual reviews [...]

I’m amazed at how I can go from not enough time in the day to get work done to having so much time on my hands that I’m inventing things to do so that I don’t get bored. I feel that this is just an adjustment period and I do feel that the time will [...]

meme stolen from pup
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Morning. Now if only Master were a morning person.

2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The side closest to the bathroom or the door leading to it. I have terrible night vision and fear stubbing my toe more than [...]

Master is frustrated. All night we’ve been hanging out with friends, I’ve been teasing and frisky and now that we are home I’m crashed. I don’t think I can fulfill my tease. I don’t know what to do other than blog about it. I’m sure he’s also mad about the 8 doors I didn’t hold [...]

From The Friday Five
1. If you could suddenly speak one language fluently (that you don’t currently speak) what would it be?
It would be ancient Egyptian so that I could translate all the heiroglyphics!
2. If you were to suggest a foreign film, that you really enjoyed, what one would you suggest?
Like Water For Chocolate

3. [...]

This week marked a landmark in my weight loss struggles. I reached my lowest weight in 5 years. I do hope that I didn’t gain it all back but will have to wait till next week to weigh again to know for sure. I was very happy to say the least and hopeful that I [...]

My Master toils hard today to try and finish a job that he knows will help feed us and bring us into some comfort. It has been a long time coming but I can see an end in sight that just may be getting closer. I work hard all day and hope to not have [...]

It appears that all this time I thought I was pleasing Master ultimately lead to me being displeasing. Allow me to explain.
Upon becoming Master’s own he gave me the rule that I was not to come without permission. One that I have stuck to as a sacrament. I have never broken that rule. For me [...]

1. What’s your favorite shade of green?
Deep dark forest green

2. Do you wear green on St. Patrick’s Day, and if not, do you ever get pinched?
I occasionally wear green, but don’t really care. I have gotten pinched and generally don’t mind
3. Do you do anything else to celebrate the holiday?
Nope, it usually flies [...]

There is something so deliciously painful about a titty squeeze. kaya had a fantastic picture of her and her Master squeezing her breasts with vampire gloves. Master today did something that I just love. While he is fucking me he squeezes my breasts so hard they feel like they are going to burst. It’s a [...]

I sit here in a countdown. As I’ve shared; I’m in some form of butt plug training, however without an appropriate butt plug that stays in place it’s quite a challenge. My ass muscles are playing ‘ins and outs’ with my plug in a never ending effort for comfort. I have 30 mins. I’m very [...]

Dear Master,
This week has been fantastic for us. We’ve been able to play intensely and spend time being just together. I’m still adjusting to full-time work and I know you are too. We have more struggle before we reach the end.
The playtime we had was wonderful and I know we both got what we needed [...]

I’ve been flying through books this year and I’m only in the 3rd month. Just one more book of the Vampire Chronicles and I can move on to the Kushiel’s Dart Series I bought myself over Christmas. Maybe then I’ll read Harry Potter again before the last one is released. It’s amazing how much I [...]

Master commented after my post a few days ago about the spanking we had, that he likes when I post about the play because I don’t generally talk about it with him. He gave a good analogy but right now I can’t seem to remember what it was. The gist was that if I don’t [...]

1. If you could retroactively erase one TV show from the history of entertainment, which one would you choose?
The Flavor of Love — Master explained it best. It’s car crash tv. You shouldn’t gawk at it because it might be horrible, but you can’t help it because you want to see just how horrible it [...]

I have had someone ask me a question, so I thought I’d answer in a post. Especially since I think this is going to take some thought.
How did you know that he was the one for you?
Well the simple answer is, “I didn’t.” There were a lot of cues that we were similar and had [...]

Master and I played on Sunday night. It was a wonderful spanking. Nothing too complex. Just my ass, Master’s hand and a few other choice tools. I love it when he starts with his hands though, he remembers to rub my butt a bit in between spanks. It’s a sharp stinging pain that I find [...]

Work was so very busy! I can’t imagine doing all that I did today in just 4 hours; thank God I now have 8. I look forward to finally getting everything done that I’ve always wanted to. Now to just catch up on my sleep pattern… (Suze promises that it will get better, someday….) It [...]