Dear Master 2-25-07
It’s been awhile since I posted a Letter to Master…. I still write them every Sunday. They have been disappointing to say the least. Hopefully, not any longer.
Dated 2-25-07
Dear Master,
I’ve been thinking about this letter all week. I hated that my recent letters have been lacking. There is so much that has changed in our lives and I am happy to change for you. You make me so happy and I’m devoted to our love. I’m trying hard to follow my new rules and with all the stress we’ve gone through this week, I think we are doing okay.
I’m sorry I’ve been struggling with the butt plug training. My body is rejecting it even when my heart is in it. You know I want to please you. It’s a struggle for me to want to do it and praying my body will allow it. I’ve never had so much struggle with sex things before.
Maybe I can work up to it? I don’t even know what that would be. Really. God I don’t know. I get nervous and my body tightens up. It’s so confusing. It’s hard to explain. You know it took me months to get to the point of not denying you blow-jobs. I don’t want to take that long with butt plugs, but I’m so hesitant. *sigh*
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vixens last blog post..Raven Kaldera
I had trouble with the butt plug at first. Specially if i was putting it in myself.I had to start off really really small and work my way up. Infact you know those “lipstick vibrators” they call them. I would use one of those on my ass until i got it lose then i would put my butt plug in.
I Hope that helps. Hugs