BDSM is Love

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I’m cramping like you couldn’t believe today. I almost vomited during work today.. not once, but twice. I feel so icky. I have had a nasty headache all day and as Master puts it, “You look terrible.” Yeah, I look and feel terrible. Great.
So how do I plan on serving Master this weekend when I [...]

From The Friday Five
1. What is your all time favorite book? Blindness by Jose Saramago
2. What is your all time favorite movie? Interview with the Vampire
3. What are you reading right now? Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
4. What is your favorite show on tv? Mythbusters
5. What is the last movie you saw in [...]

This is why I have friends like all of you. After my last post, which I was really short in and grumpy and all out not myself, kaya posed a question that got me thinking. Quite common when she says something though. I rarely leave her blog without thoughts of my own.
A bit of background [...]

I hate butt plug training. It’s such a turn off. He reminds me and it just gets me down. Like this evening I was really looking forward to sex since I felt better than this weekend and then he reminds me I have to put this damn rubber thing in my ass. I’m grumpy now, [...]

Sunday night… after anal sex and Master said he was worn out. I had an itch. It was an itch for some bondage sex. Oh god I wanted it. I wrote about my desire in my Letter to him, which he promptly read and turned to me with a semi-hard cock and a grin.
“So you [...]

From The Friday Five
1. How are you stereotypically female? Caring and nurturing, emotional and soft. OH and shopping, I love shopping

2. How are you stereotypically male? I’m good at math and some science. I enjoy computer coding and women’s tits.
3. What parts of you do you consider unclassifiable as either gender? My manners, [...]

Well, if you hadn’t noticed I’ve not posted here much this week. My domain may have been down for you temporarily. I had to change my DNS server. Sensual Service was down longer and may still be down for some of you. It will come back up (hopefully before Sunday’s posting of journal prompts) [...]

Neaya tagged me:
“List five things that have not been revealed on your blog”
Wow, this is not an easy one…. once they are revealed of course then I won’t have any secrets!

The company I work for. It’s a fortune 500 company.
I’ll 30 this year.
I was held at gunpoint when working at McDonald’s as a [...]

kaya mentioned something in her post about her nailing fantasy that struck me as something I can talk about. A lot of what she does and says is way beyond my comprehension or realm of understanding. I’m just not that deep yet. But this really spoke to me. She said that as she was preparing [...]

Dear Master,
Anal sex tonight. Yes we will get there. I promised you on Saturday and my body was not agreeable. But today I’m ready and my body is agreeing. I like anal sex you know. No matter how much I sulk and groan about butt plug training I do enjoy when you use me anally. [...]

In an effort to be productive I have worked on The Iron Gate this morning. Just some basic maintenance stuff like adding descriptions to essays and links to hopefully make them more useful to users. I’ve got plans to work on the admin section a bit so that updating the site is a bit easier [...]

1. Who was your first crush?
My first crush was Chad Cox in 4th grade. I followed him all around the playground. I even tackled him once to kiss him. He asked to sit next to me in 5th grade I was in crush heaven!

2. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Definitely an [...]

I masturbated last night. It was the first time in almost a year that I did so alone without Master being present. It was actually pretty good. There’s something about masturbating for relief that makes it so satisfying. Masturbating for pleasure is so different. For one, it lasts longer. When I want to take care [...]

Dear Master,
I was looking forward to the sensual blow job planned for today until I forgot about it. Now that you are expecting it I feel obligated to do it no matter what. I don’t expect to know is why I forgot, just that I did. Boy do I feel guilty. We’ve had so much [...]

From Submissive Journal Prompts

Do you identify with a particular type of animal? Do you use any kind of pet or animal interactions with your owner?

 
I’d have to say that if I identify with any one animal it would have to be a cat. When I’m very happy about something I’ve even remarked that [...]

From The Friday Five
Wait ’til the Weekend
Monday was magical because… I felt so totally loved and adored.
Tuesday, what a tiring day, because… I had a trainee that didn’t understand any of the computer aspects of my job.
My Wednesday was wild & crazy because… The sex Tuesday night was so very hot!
Thursday made me think [...]

Master got me crayons! I got a Fairies coloring book too! Oh I’m such a lucky girl. I sat down and colored last night. It was great, euphoric even. Master knows me too well to know that a simple thing as coloring has made his girl happy.
We also got an egg dying kit. We are [...]

I’m at work today as I write this. It’s Good Friday and that means no one is here. No one but me that is. I’ve seen about 5 people overall. It’s hauntingly quiet and kinda creepy. So what does Master suggest since the office is empty?
“Go to the bathroom, pull down your pants and masturbate [...]

Master and I had some wonderful sex last night. I’d go into details, but it was sex people, come on. The BDSM stuff is to come this weekend when I don’t have to get up and go to work the next day. THAT I may share with you if Master allows it. I am very [...]