BDSM is Love

I’m at work today as I write this. It’s Good Friday and that means no one is here. No one but me that is. I’ve seen about 5 people overall. It’s hauntingly quiet and kinda creepy. So what does Master suggest since the office is empty?

“Go to the bathroom, pull down your pants and masturbate for me.”

[Dead Silence]

“You are doing to do it, right?”

“Yes I’m going to do it, I can’t come up with any excuses not to.” (My mind had tried to figure out some reason I couldn’t. Other times I could always say the bathroom was busy and I didn’t want to do that with others in there. Today I have no excuse.)

So I went to the bathroom for my afternoon break just now. Even when I knew no one was here today I still was hesitant to do this. Master would have been disappointed. that kept me going. Honestly I did have some desire to be naughty at work. I pulled my pants down, leaned back on the toilet as best I could and wet my fingers. I was in a hurry and frigged myself pretty carefully at first and then faster hoping to do this fast, enjoy it and then get back to the mundaneness of my job. I think I took about 2 minutes. The orgasm was something I had missed from my carefree days. You know that an orgasm that is self given feels different than one given to you by someone else. It may be because I know exactly the spot to get me where I want to go. It may be because I can feel it building and know how fast or slow to go, what movement will bring me soaring over the edge. Either way it was good, I was still blushed when I came out of the bathroom, washed my hands and made sure in the mirror it wasn’t evident what I had just done. Can you really see it? I couldn’t.

So is this the start of a fun filled weekend? Perhaps. Master has a desire to see what marks all of our toys can leave on various parts of my body and I’m more than willing to find out for myself. He wants to tie up my titties and watch them turn red then purple then blue. He wants to squeeze them and make me whimper and groan. I know he mentioned a gag and blindfold too. He’s got a whole buffet to peruse. I’m ready. Let the fun begin!

–luna