The Rainbow Effect
Master got me crayons! I got a Fairies coloring book too! Oh I’m such a lucky girl. I sat down and colored last night. It was great, euphoric even. Master knows me too well to know that a simple thing as coloring has made his girl happy.
We also got an egg dying kit. We are going to color eggs tomorrow. OH I feel so happy to have a Master that will indulge the little girl in me and do the things I loved doing or didn’t do enough of as a child.
Which gets me thinking I’d probably survive quite well in a Daddy/little girl relationship. Only thing is I could never call a man, my lover and Dominant “Daddy”, “Papa” or any other derivative. I have bad childhood memories of my Father and that would NOT be good to bring them back.
I asked Master if I could call him something other than his real name in public, that while Master works in hushed whispers it doesn’t work in general. I asked if I could call him ‘Amo’. To the untrained ear, they wouldn’t know what I said. To someone who knows a little Spanish they would think I was calling him Love. But to Spanish speakers, they know this as another title…. Master. (Ama is Spanish for Mistress.) He approved and I will be able to call him Amo in vanilla public. Sounds good to me, now to make sure I remember.
Today Master has a lot of naughty, painful and slutty things planned for me. I can’t wait!
I just had to tell everyone about my colors. 
–luna
PS: Happy Easter
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*smiles* yet more parallels between us
i also find coloring peaceful and love coloring books with fantasy characters
my Master and i have been exploring some limited age play also but because of a lot of sexual abuse that i went through between the age of 4 through 13 by first my father, then my mother’s boyfriends and then my foster father, i am having a lot of trouble dealing with the idea of actually calling my Master “daddy” even though more and more often He calls me things like “my little girl” or “my little one.” We have been talking about something that might work for us.
i suggested Father but that doesn’t work for Him. He said that “daddy” is a common nickname of affection in Latin America (where He is originally from) so that that would work for Him but it does not for me. So we are still searching.
after reading your post i did a quick google search and i found http://lanic.utexas.edu/la/region/news/arc/lasnet/1994/0083.html which was interesting to me to read how the use of the word “amo” has changed over time.
have a great weekend (sounds as if you definitely will)
*hugs*
angel
There’s just something about the name father or daddy that turns me off and I just can’t do that with Master. I do love being treated like a little girl on occasion, but also know there are times for slutty behavior too.
That was a very interesting article you linked to, thank you very much!
–luna