Audible Prayers
Last night and today have been spent curled up in bed with the mother of all migraines. I woke up last night after going to bed early in cold sweats and the worst pain I have been in for many many months. I had all the classics; from sensitivity to light and sounds, dizziness, cold sweats, low grade fever and nausea. I was hot, I was cold. It was too loud and then too quiet. Too much light, then too dark. Just no middle ground.
Master came in to see if there was anything he could do to which I thought, “Yeah, turn the fan off, it’s making too much noise but make it keep working because I’m hot.”
I spent two hours tossing and turning with Master in quite a state of worry while I prayed aloud to just throw up so that I could feel better. I got my wish around 2am. I was actually able to sleep a bit until the alarm went off at 4:30, 4:45 and then finally at 5am. I got up, and realized that the headache wasn’t gone but I thought that maybe it would fade for me by the time I got to work.
I was wrong. No sooner had I walked in the door than I went racing to the bathroom praying aloud again that no one was in there to hear me. I called my boss who sent a backup employee immediately to my site. Four hours after leaving the bedroom I found myself back in it. I’m up now because I was hungry and knew that I hadn’t posted yesterday like I normally do.
I’m not here long, there’s only so much staring at a computer screen I can tolerate without my head exploding. I’m alive, just not coherent right now. I’m going back to the bliss of not having to think.
–luna
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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just sending you *hugs* and wishes that you feel better very soon. my Master suffers from migraines too and i know His can last 5 days. i very much hope yours goes away very, very soon.
angel