BDSM is Love

I’m here. I’m posting, but as I’ve read many times from others… I have nothing to say. I can hope that a river of thoughts rushes past my fingertips so that a post will exist when I am done.

I’m struggling with another headache, nothing like the one that caused me such anguish last week. It is still horrible because it is again forcing me to postpone my worship of Master. I have promised him a blowjob for over 8 days now and not been able to provide for one reason or another. I look forward to it so all these things that fall in the way can’t be psychological in nature. It will happen. And when it does I know that it will be special.

Summer is arriving and I want to be able to enjoy it more than I have in previous summers. I want to go out on picnics/grill outs. I want to enjoy time with Master doing things that normal people do on dates. I want to have time where the stress of living is postponed for the moment and I just am. I am his submissive in whatever capacity he desires. I am at peace.

–luna