Follow the Yellow Brick Road
I’m feeling a lot better today. My cold has subsided; I just have the annoying crusty nose syndrome… anyone else think that’s worse than the runny nose to begin with? Ugh. I’m not tired all the time and Master even deemed it time to get back into sex! Yay me! Maybe by Saturday I’ll be well enough to kiss him. Heh, not that we don’t already share all the same germs.
The struggles are still here. It’s a lighter load though. I was able to divert on financial crisis and maybe I can temporarily postpone another. I’m still working on it. It’s still going to be a tough couple of weeks. Thankfully I don’t pay for the server I use, however the internet is another story…. yah, gotta pay that or Master doesn’t work. So where did we trim the budget. Food. Uh huh… nothing scrumptious for awhile in this house. Just bare necessities. Besides after June we should be good to go. There is light at the end of to tunnel.
Master and I still dream though. We want to go to all the movies we’ve been waiting for. I want to do some more things together outside the home, munches, dinners and then there are company parties coming up too. Oh and the Iowa State Fair. All this I want to do. We will have to see how things are when it comes time for these.
I’ve been a bad girl and Master found out. I don’t know why I didn’t tell him as soon as it happened, but now that he knows I have punishment coming when I’m better. I have no clue what is going to happen but it can’t be great. I’ve been getting fast food, when I know it is forbidden. It has been since the start and I know it’s a downfall of mine. I just crave it sometimes. I’ve been really bad lately. Kinda a comfort thing I think. I don’t know what this will mean for punishment as Master isn’t the physical type but I will have to be prepared for it. Ouch will be an understatement I’ m sure.
–luna
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
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hang in there sweetie, money troubles suck, but you’ll get through it, we always do.
glad you’re feeling better.
sorry about your impending punishment, but sometimes we go for the short term satisfaction instead of the long term. hopefully, he’ll help cure you of that.
*hugs*