Letter to Master 5-13-07
Dear Master,
I really hate being sick. Not just because I’m sick really; everyone hates that, but because I am not performing my duties as your girl. The house didn’t get cleaned this weekend, the dishes only barely got done. I’ve been been able to please you sexually and I just feel like what I have been able to give you has been inadequate. You have been so wonderful in your patience and love for me this weekend. You’ve given me comfort… at a distance since I know you don’t want to be sick either. You have worried about me and I know you are willing to be relaxed in my rules and duties until I can recover. I’m so grateful for that.
We have a hard few weeks coming up. I hope that we can continue to be strong for each other and find things in our everyday that will lift us up and make us happy to be alive. The struggle we will be facing is only the immediate issue. I can see the end, there will be a time this summer when we aren’t fighting to live, where we can enjoy life as a whole and a time when we can be closer to each other without the worries of survival. I know I obsess over the here and now way too much. With your ability to live in the moment I know I can find a way to just be with you; no matter what tomorrow might bring.
I love you Master. I’m here for you and I want to continue to please you and be yours. (Just as soon as I get rid of this darn cold!)
–me
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
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