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Tired all the time

I’m sleepy all the time. I go to bed at 9:30, get up at 4:30 and I still am sleepy all the time. I’ve almost fallen asleep at the wheel on the way to work, I yawn all during work. I feel like I could be asleep before my eyelids fall. I come home and am sleepy, I try not to take naps; usually I fail.

I’m not interested in sex as much because I’m tired, I don’t want to do much of anything anymore. I piss Master off all the time because I’m too tired for this and that. I go to bed too early for him. I can’t stay awake long enough for anything and I’m worried.

What if I’m ill? What if this sleepiness won’t go away? What if I become dependent on caffeine?  What if this ruins our relationship? What if I stop caring?

Master wanted to go see a movie tonight but by the time we decided to go it was 8:30 which put starting times at 9:30-10pm. On a normal day that way too late for me. When did it become too late? Why the hell can’t I stay awake like an adult is supposed to be able to do? I feel like I’ve become an adult with a 7 year olds bedtime. Fuck this pisses me off.

I just want to be normal; complain of insomnia once in a while, thrive on 6-7 hours of sleep and not have to take damn naps every 4 hours. What’s so hard in that?

–luna

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3 Comments

  1. i’m sorry you’re having such a hard time, hun :( maybe seeing a dr. might be a good idea. it could be chronic fatigue syndrome or something. i’m no dr. i seem to have the opposite problem, i’m tired because i don’t sleep enough. there has to be a happy medium somewhere, right?

    *hugs*

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  2. If you can see a doctor and/or maybe a nutrionist. When i was having this exact problem, it turned out i had low iron, easily fixed with a few diet changes and an over the counter “blood builder” supplement. It didn’t take but a few days of the pills to give me energy and once i stablized my iron food intake, wow what a difference.

    Also caffeine can in some folks make them more tired…its rare but it happens.

    In the meantime, i’m sending healing vibrations your way.

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  3. More unsolicited advice… sleep apnea can make you really sleepy during the day (Griz has this), so I guess I’d second the advice to visit an MD.

    Hope you’re feeling more rested soon!

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