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Anyone catch the new game show National Bingo Night? It looks quite interesting and fun. We just might watch and play. It’s on 8pm Central on ABC. It’s kewl.

My punishment is coming for breaking rules. Master said I’m getting cane strokes. I hate that. He doesn’t want to interrupt our possible play so he doesn’t know when I will get this punishment. Oh my… I have to wait for what I dread. It may be worse since I have to wait for what I know will happen. Serves me right that I broke the rules to begin with.

I ate fast food.
I didn’t tell Master about it.
I tried to hide it when asked.

Those are big rules. It makes me nervous to know the caning coming. (*sigh*)

I’m also hoping to do some coloring this weekend. Master has mentioned that he wants a new picture to hang on the fridge. Maybe bring out my Barbie coloring book

–luna

9:11pm May 18th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

The Friday Five

Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? Yup, I have.
When you’re home alone, do you strip down to get comfortable? Do you ever go out without underwear (bra and/or panties) because it’s more comfortable? I do strip down to undies only. Master can’t understand why I keep them on, but he hasn’t insisted the they come off either. I’ve gone out without bra more than no panties. My boobs really hurt near my period and sometimes no bra is a relief.
Have you ever/Do you use the bathroom with the door open? Are you comfortable using public facilities? Yes, I do it doesn’t bother me. I’m fine with public facilities completely.
When getting intimate with your significant other, lights on or off? On mostly, I hate fucking in the dark. Dimm, candles, or full on blast. Doesn’t matter.
How comfortable are you with body exposure/nudity of others? Group shower rooms?, topless/nude beaches?, breastfeeding in public? I can be nude in front of others, othes can be nude in front of me. It’s all fine.

6:11pm May 18th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

So Says the Universe

Here’s some inspiration from the Universe today. I needed to hear it too.

Do not be alarmed, luna, as you walk down the path of life, to suddenly find you don’t have the foggiest idea of how your grandest dreams will one day come to pass. This is a good thing. A really good thing.

Just keep walking…
The Universe

PS: luna, such confusion over the “hows” creates the space you need to enjoy the journey and the space I need to blow your mind. Just keep walking.

Today is going to be a busy day. I won’t have time to sit down to breathe at work. Thank goodness I know I can do it all!

–luna

5:45am May 17th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

Follow the Yellow Brick Road

I’m feeling a lot better today. My cold has subsided; I just have the annoying crusty nose syndrome… anyone else think that’s worse than the runny nose to begin with? Ugh. I’m not tired all the time and Master even deemed it time to get back into sex! Yay me! Maybe by Saturday I’ll be well enough to kiss him. Heh, not that we don’t already share all the same germs.

The struggles are still here. It’s a lighter load though. I was able to divert on financial crisis and maybe I can temporarily postpone another. I’m still working on it. It’s still going to be a tough couple of weeks. Thankfully I don’t pay for the server I use, however the internet is another story…. yah, gotta pay that or Master doesn’t work. So where did we trim the budget. Food. Uh huh… nothing scrumptious for awhile in this house. Just bare necessities. Besides after June we should be good to go. There is light at the end of to tunnel.

Master and I still dream though. We want to go to all the movies we’ve been waiting for. I want to do some more things together outside the home, munches, dinners and then there are company parties coming up too. Oh and the Iowa State Fair. All this I want to do. We will have to see how things are when it comes time for these.

I’ve been a bad girl and Master found out. I don’t know why I didn’t tell him as soon as it happened, but now that he knows I have punishment coming when I’m better. I have no clue what is going to happen but it can’t be great. I’ve been getting fast food, when I know it is forbidden. It has been since the start and I know it’s a downfall of mine. I just crave it sometimes. I’ve been really bad lately. Kinda a comfort thing I think. I don’t know what this will mean for punishment as Master isn’t the physical type but I will have to be prepared for it. Ouch will be an understatement I’ m sure.

–luna

8:59pm May 16th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

Letter to Master 5-13-07

Dear Master,
I really hate being sick. Not just because I’m sick really; everyone hates that, but because I am not performing my duties as your girl. The house didn’t get cleaned this weekend, the dishes only barely got done. I’ve been been able to please you sexually and I just feel like what I have [...]

[ More ] 8:09pm May 16th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

At the Bottom Looking Up

Bad things come in threes. It’s a saying that I was taught growing up and right now I’m feeling it big time. Three things have fallen in my lap that I knew may happen, just didn’t know it would happen all at once. I’m in shock, I’m depressed and right now I’m helpless. I can [...]

[ More ] 7:20pm May 15th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life |

Basics

During my cold Master only requires the basics of me. In this household that is coffee and dinner. He’s very lax over the rest of my rules and I’m so very grateful, the only things I seem to be able to do well is drippy, sneezy, coughing and sleeping. Ick.
Work was pretty hard too. I [...]

[ More ] 8:09pm May 14th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life |

Cold

I woke up this morning feeling fine. Got to work and felt fine…
Then it hit me like a ton of bricks on my chest. I have a cold. I hate colds. Master says I look horrible. It’s pretty much slapped me down. This cold has said, “You can’t have a fun sex and kink filled [...]

[ More ] 7:32pm May 11th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Life |

A Battle of Outcomes

Master is waiting for a blowjob. He wants a full service blow job. I’ve had reasons for not doing it that have been valid up until now.
And then today I want to give him a blowjob but I don’t want it to be the full service kind. I want the opening act type. I want [...]

[ More ] 9:00pm May 9th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Uncategorized |

A babbling brook

I’m here. I’m posting, but as I’ve read many times from others… I have nothing to say. I can hope that a river of thoughts rushes past my fingertips so that a post will exist when I am done.
I’m struggling with another headache, nothing like the one that caused me such anguish last week. [...]

[ More ] 8:38pm May 7th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life |

Dear Master 5-6-07

Dear Master,
We’ve had a week from heck haven’t we? Migraines and money stress but to cap it off I think we had some of the best sex in a long time. Each week I can see us growing as a couple and I’m only given glimpses into your soul.
When I was down with the migraine [...]

[ More ] 9:26pm May 6th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Bliss and Unexpectedness

Waking early today I went about my usual routine. Then it just struck me… I was horny as all heck. I argued with the idea of waking Master so early and sat down to watch some porn. Of course anyone who enjoys porn knows that it doesn’t help the situation, it enhances the desire. After [...]

[ More ] 11:34am May 5th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Playtime |

Over the Hump

Well, I’ve made it to the middle of the week and I’m still battling the migraine from Monday night. I’ve got it under control and I was able to go to work today but I’ve still got the achy head, sensitive eyes going on. I wish it would go away completely because it’s tapping my [...]

[ More ] 7:34pm May 2nd, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Playtime, Skinny Thoughts |

Audible Prayers

Last night and today have been spent curled up in bed with the mother of all migraines. I woke up last night after going to bed early in cold sweats and the worst pain I have been in for many many months. I had all the classics; from sensitivity to light and sounds, dizziness, cold [...]

[ More ] 1:30pm May 1st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

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I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master. Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person. This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.

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