BDSM is Love

Dear Master,

I know you’ve been following my blog posts this week and the frequent conversations we have had have helped me to discover what was causing me to act the way I did. I know now that I can be open for you and stop holding myself back. It’s all about progress right? I’ll make progress for you, I promise.

I’m relieved to know that our life is looking up and if all things go right we will be moving this fall. This damnable apartment really sucks and I want out. I would really dread coming home if it wasn’t to you. Always you. Amazingly how great it feels to come to you, where ever you may be.

Readers have noticed how hard it is for me, how much I struggle with myself; but I have never shared how well other thing are going. I’m going to try to be more positive about myself on this blog. It is after all for you, and if I can’t see the positive as well as the negative then I can’t be a complete person.

I love you Master.

–me