BDSM is Love

Today was the first day of my relaxation after work, to try to get my mind off of work and back into submissive space. Shortly after I got home Master ordered me to a bath and as the hot water soaked into my pores I began to unwind. I think the whole thing worked! I’ve not talked about work since, and my thoughts of it are just generalizations. I’m not worried, obsessed or wondering about what I’m doing tomorrow!

Just talking to Master about my concerns with negative feelings has helped me refocus my energy on him. I don’t think I’m a failure at being his submissive, and I’ve progressed a long way. It was never to be an easy road. I’m happy to be his chosen and I will continue to improve myself for him.

Oh! I’m back into Kinky Craft mood. Master found these silicone hot pads at Wally World the other day and I’m going back for 2 more and a ping-pong paddle. I’m would like to make a paddle and a crop or two out of them. Weee! I’ll have to see about taking pictures when I’m all done. I also have most of the items I need to make floggers again. I promised Master I’d make him a matched pair so that he could work on his Florentine flogging. The practice would do both of us good

During some rough sex the other night Master ordered me to squeeze my breasts really tight. I did and it resulted in a really purple bruise which he keeps ogling. Do self-inflicted marks still count when the action was ordered?

I went to get my eyebrows waxed today. I looked at them before I left the salon and they looked fine, I got home and looked at them again to realize that one was way different from the other. I guess I should have looked closer! I tweezed till I got them looking the same. It will teach me to not take a second look before I leave.

–luna