BDSM is Love

A bout of depression Monday night has me working on my diet again. I just couldn’t take the fact that I was losing weight and then stopped and now I just have to face that the diet wagon is right in front of me again. I’ve joined SparkPeople.com to see how that support/community goes. I’ve not had a diet community since the fiasco with TIO.

I’ve asked Master to be my personal cheerleader and so far he’s doing a fantastic job. He’s posted comments to my blog posts and guest book and he’s very positive. It’s encouraging that I might actually do this. I do have some challenges ahead; some I have to battle immediately or I will pay for them later. Foremost of those is exercise, or my lack thereof. I will be working out on Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday. I have strength training and cardio to do those days. Hopefully with the weather nice I can walk for the cardio and there is my toning video for the strength training. It’s all there for me, I just have to do it.

I have to face how much I eat each day and that’s a hard part too, because I don’t want to write it down. Someone on the forums of SparkPeople.com said that What you bite; you write. I’m going to give that a go.

The diet blog Thick N Thin is dying if not already dead. I think I will use the SP blog for my diet blog as well as commenting here and there about my progress if you are interested. I have a goal of 31 lbs (10%) by year’s end. I’m hoping for 1 lb this week. Problem is I don’t have a scale that will weigh me until I’m under 300, so it will be awhile until I know if I’ve lost weight, but I do have a tap measure! I will keep track of my inches so if I go down, I know that I’m at least toning if not losing in the process.

Master and I are pretty happy lately (besides my weight issue). I can’t help but smile at him whenever I can. He’s great. I’m so lucky he picked me to be his girl. Although any girl would be hard pressed to find a man as wonderful as he is. I’ll never let him go.

–luna