The Energy
This has been one of the hardest weeks for me; not only am I fighting to get back into a healthy diet and exercise program but I’ve been mad busy at work and Master is requesting more of my time at home. I feel torn in three and I want to be every which way, I really do!
Working on dieting again has given me hope with a bit of dispair. I weighed in today, something I haven’t done in weeks. I was shocked and dismayed. I have to work hard to get back down to where I was so that progress can be seen. I hate backpedaling but I have got to try to get back on the right way. It’s so hard, but with Master as my cheerleader I will be ready for anything.
This weekend’s munch is something of a big one. We will be dicussing the future of the munch group and what people want or expect out of it. I have only received 2 RSVPs so it’s looking bleak. We’ll be there no matter what; I just hope that our dreams for the future of the group will become reality.
I’ve been relocated in the building I work in. I feel like they shoved me in a corner to get me out of the way. I guess when I look around I have vendors from all over in this little room. It could be called the vendor room. Maybe I should feel more at home. I think it will just take time.
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Master wants to play hard this weekend. I’m sure I can do it. It’s been awhile since we have played they way he wants to and I will do my best to be in the right mindset. (Just after my nap, boy am I tired.) He wants me to wear my corset for awhile this weekend and he wants to play rough. He’s shared a few vivid dreams with me and I’m willing to entertain them 
Here’s to a busy and fun weekend!
–luna
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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Oh gesh lets talk about healthy diets. I'm trying to get back on mine. I'm cutting out most carbs and trying not to drink too much caffeine and i have had the worst headache for three days. I feel like i'm damned if i do and damned if i don'tYall have a wonderful play time……Big HugsHis Mija
Looking forward to the post weekend "hard play blog!"