BDSM is Love

Dear Master,

I am constantly amazed by you. You are my world and my only love. I feel so good in your gaze, your casual touch, the way you shiver when I touch you. I fall in love with you over and over again; each and every moment.

I’m really needing to work hard on my diet this week and the goal I have set for myself is to exercise 3 times since last week I only did it twice. I’d also like your help when it comes to food. My portion size is still huge and I’d like to trim it down a bit this week. You have been wonderful in cheering me on and I’m sure I’ll be back to losing weight again very soon.

I’m going to be working on decluttering this house so that when we get a chance to move we aren’t moving things we don’t need, are broken or are just a waste of space. A little bit at a time and we should be able to breathe through each room without having to be careful what we touch so that things don’t come toppling down.

I’m still hoping we can afford to move this fall; we are currently caught up on bills I’m just hoping that what I make will support a 2 bedroom apartment. I’m dreaming of being happy and comfortable in our new home and new life. It’s all right there on the doorstep, right? We just need to step over the threshold.

You are working so hard lately. I’m getting worried about your stress level. I know that you want to take on more; I’ve seen you offer to do small websites. We’ll be fine once I stop living paycheck to paycheck. I’m learning how to budget. We will make it; please don’t over do yourself.

–me