Letter to Master 7-15-07
Dear Master,
It’s been a fantastic weekend! I’ve never felt so alive and happy to be your sexual submissive than I have this weekend. We had so much fun with the bondage and all the sex 
I’m so exhausted today. My pussy desires a break but honestly I do want more sex. I guess that’s what being insatiable feels like?
Our first trip to the gym went well. I feel so tired now though. I hope I didn’t over do it. I know you wanted to stay longer but you hadn’t worked out in a long time either. We should be careful not work too hard. I can’t wait to go back next weekend though. It will be nice. Like a common routine or something?
I’ve been down lately. You know that it’s because of my body image. I’m finally realizing just how large I am and how much of my weight is poor because of that. I want to be healthy for you, and for me. I want to be able to stand without fidgeting, kneel without pain and have a lot more energy in bed. I want to please you with everything I have. I feel so down when I know that I’m not doing what I can; I’m not achieving my best.
I used to love my size, live for dressing sexy and having your ogle me. I would live for the camera and enjoy every single pose. What’s going on with me I don’t know. I want it back. I want to feel sexy again. I want to accept who I am, live for being healthier and happier for you. Will you help me do that? My mood swings may not be enjoyable and I will do my best that they are infrequent. I feel so crummy at times. But I will get better. I promise.
–me
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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