BDSM is Love

… the more I have to do. I just never seem to catch up on what I plan on doing and the actual time I have available to do these things. I keep pushing them onto the next day and the next like I’ll miraculously have tons of time one day to do it all.

Yesterday we ran some errands, while in the back of my mind was the list of things I had planned to do today. They never got done. We got home a mere 45 mins before my bedtime. So I pushed them on to today. Well, I just got off the phone with Master and he reminded me of all the things I have to do for him today, being that it’s Wednesday. Add that to my list of things to do and I don’t have nearly enough time for it all. His stuff will of course get done; it’s my list that will have to wait.

And this is where I realize the skipping exercise starts. I’ve thought about getting up early but I’m already up before 5am, how early do I really want to torture myself? I thought about trying to stay up later. My official bedtime isn’t until 11:30 but I rarely every get past 9:30-10pm. If I try to adjust my sleep schedule I could have more time to do things at night. My body would fight it though as I almost have to have 7-8 hours of sleep or I fall asleep during the day.

Master wants sex, I want sex. Somewhere I have to find time to be with him. This is something you just can’t skip. I have found my positive attitude stays up there when I’m making Master happy and happy Master will be!

So, here it goes. My current list:

• Car repairs
• Laundromat
• Dishes
• Clean living room
• Pack books and clear shelves for Friday’s remodel by landlord Master did it!!
  
• Exercise
• Butt plug
• Shave
• Journal

We’ll see how well I do.

–luna