BDSM is Love

Well folks, I’m doing good. Master has commented a couple times about how relaxed I appear. I don’t feel as stressed as I usually am. Either I’m getting over this hurdle or the St John’s Wart is doing the trick. I’d like to think I’m doing this on my own, but a bit of natural assistance wouldn’t hurt either. Yay!

With the improvement of my mood I think I’ll be able to pick back up where I was in my submission and make Master so very happy. I’ve promised to please him sexually everyday this week as it is my period and usually we are in a sexual drought. I don’t want that this time. It makes him frustrated and really hard to be around. Besides, a happy Master would be happy to fuck me senseless once it’s done

I’ve been watching and reading other blogs and the thought process that goes into a lot of posts. I believe that I’m lacking in that right now. It’s really hard to focus on what I need to work on when my whole day is concentrating on getting myself back in order. Master has been fantastic about it all.

I got the cookies my best friend made for my birthday in the mail today. Her oatmeal cookies are like no other I’ve ever had. The first big bite I almost cried. I miss her so much. The cookies just made me feel like coming home. It’s been so long since we’ve seen each other and even though we talk on the phone at least 3 times a week, the cookies have something emotional to them. They remind me of good times that we’ve had and hope to have again. I cherish our friendship more than anything.

I’m planning on working on Master’s set of matching floggers. He wants to do Florentine flogging and he doesn’t have a matching set yet. I promised him one over a year ago. He’s finally going to get them. Red medium weight suede It should be great. I’ve got a long way to go but I’m in the crafting mood so he should be able to get them in short order!

–luna