BDSM is Love

I seem to be having a problem posting to the blog on Friday. This is the second week in a row that Master has asked me to post my Friday post on Saturday. I hope this doesn’t become a habit of mine. For some reason I just feel really wiped out on Friday. I’ve been going to bed so early you’d think I was a child in 2nd grade. 8:30pm seems to be the golden zone. I just couldn’t stay awake, I was bored and really really tired. I don’t remember anything after I went to lay down.

When Master came to bed hours later I was sleeping on his side and my kitty, Max was sleeping on my pillow. It was really odd, but I guess I needed the comfort of his smell while I slept.

Today I got all of the things I need for the baking I have planned. I’m making fudge, divinity, white chocolate pretzels, strawberry lemon thumbprint cookies and cardamom butter cookies (seen on danae’s blog, and taken from epicurious). I’ve made the fudge and the dough for the butter cookies is in the fridge until tomorrow morning. I’m also making Master’s birthday cake in the morning. Then it’s divinity and the strawberry lemon cookies. I’m sure Master will love those.

Master gets a year older and wiser tomorrow. I don’t have a present for him, but I do hope to finish his twin red suede floggers. I can have fun with them when they are done. Maybe he’ll let me share a picture of them.

We are working on a better organizational method for all of our toys. They just lay about the bedroom on a normal day, some of them are hung on the wall and the rest in a trunk on Master’s side. I’ve seen a peg board system that I’d like to work on getting established, much like in a garage where you’d hang tools. We also got a line of pegs to mount to the wall. Master’s tools deserve the same special treatment. We have an alcove about the size of a closet without a door that we’d like to use as Master’s tool storage. We’ll have to find something to put in front of it so that it’s not always exposed.

I’m moving my diet information to a vanilla diet blog. I just didn’t want to clutter this blog with that information. This blog is my submissive life with Master and while my diet is a part of it, it was my choice to diet, Master isn’t guiding or instructing me in any way. So, I’m separating the blogs. Hopefully some of you who are cheering me on will come check on me. I’m also hoping that others will find the diary and help me along. The blog is called 100 to Lose, I welcome everyone there.

–luna