BDSM is Love

Thank you so much to everyone that commented on the Thursday question about the praise, “Good girl.” I loved reading about your thoughts and emotions.

For me, good girl is the catch all phrase for high praise. You hear it alot in some relationships and rarely in others. I think Master and I are more in the middle. He knows just when those words will do the most good and he’s always right. I love it so much. Master does save it for when I’m doing exceptionally well. I glow from everywhere when he says it. When I was online exploring I knew that this phrase was one that could get over-used and I didn’t want that to happen. Not with all the good feelings that come with it.

When I hear it I feel a knot in the back of my throat and my eyes feel like they would water. I take a deep breath and smile. The pride that he feels for me wells up and I feel proud of myself. Nothing has superceeded this feeling, not even the love I hold for Master. It’s that powerful.

This weekend Master and I had a very wonderful spanking session. He was able to push me further than I have ever gone, and take more pain and harder swats with the wooden frat paddle than I have ever had. I thought for sure that I was going to have bruises.

I don’t. I have a few red spots, and it was mildly tender but that’s it. I wanted marks and was thrilled at the though that I might have them. Master even noticed that I was going blueish just after the spanking. I wanted them so badly.

Oh well. I know that means he did really well with the warm up and that I was in my wonderful floating space when it all happened. I know that he will be pushing me further next time

We have more rope coming. We bought some solid color MFP from Rainbow Rope. We were hoping it would show before Saturday’s play session, but now that it’s almost here I’m so very giddy with the idea of being wrapped in it. I just love rope!

Saw some friends this weekend, went to a munch we had not attended before and met some new and wonderful people. I’m honored that so many were welcoming and inspiring. I’m proud to be a part of these types of people and that I’m welcomed so openly.

I have another post brewing, perhaps later today, about celebrity. This weekend I was referred to as an online bdsm celebrity and it got me thinking about a lot of things. I’m going to try talking about them.

I also have another idea of ideas bubbling just under the surface. One of the questions at the munch was what sorts of things can a Dominant do that would control the submissive even if they were not together. My head almost exploded with thoughts, rules, behaviors, rituals… so I think I might need somewhere to write them down. Perhaps the best place for that would be The Thinking Dominant.  If you are curious, let me know and then I’ll post here as to when I start that thread of thought.