BDSM is Love

I’ve gained 5 lbs in one week. Surprising right? Well not as bad as the fact that I asked Master to be my conscience and I never listened to him. He’d ask me if I really needed to eat something and I’d just go ahead and do it. It’s my own darn fault and like a lot of obese people it’s really easy to put on more weight because the metabolism is so slow it’s barely there. Going up a flight of stairs can get me winded.

It wasn ‘t always this way. I was 24 lbs lighter over a year and a half ago. I felt better about myself, I was down a dress size, my knees didn’t hurt and I had a better mood. I want that again, but it appears that I’m not willing myself to work hard at it.

I’m lazy and seem perfectly fine with the fact that every day my pants get tighter and less of my clothing looks good on me.

Master is very disappointed and has insisted that I begin to listen to him.

I must obey. If I don’t, then my health may keep me from being with him as long as I intend.

I love him more than myself. Maybe I need to stop doing this for me, and begin doing this for us. I certainly has a more powerful pull.

–luna